I come home in 2 days! I am so excited! The past week or two I have spent a lot of time reflecting on my mission and what it's done for me. For a while I questioned if I had done enough or did well enough, but increasingly I have come to feel calm assurances from the Lord that all is well, and that I should be satisfied in finishing my mission. The past year and a half has been the experience of a lifetime, both good and bad. While it seems sometimes that missions are outrageous, ridiculous, and often a waste of time, I wouldn't change a thing. I am so happy that I followed the Lord's will to serve a mission! It has blessed me and will continue to bless me throughout the rest of my life. I have come to love the people I worked with in Ohio and will miss all of them along with the physical beauty of this state. When I first received my mission call to Ohio, I was like, "Wait, seriously?" But now I KNOW why I was assigned to this mission. I don't know ALL the reasons, and won't know until the next life, but I know there were specific people I needed to meet. There were lives I needed to touch, and there were people that blessed my life in return. I have made so many friends here that I can't even count them.
Though this is the hardest thing I have ever done in my life, I know that all the opposition I faced throughout my mission was worth it. A survivor of the ill-fated Martin Handcart Company once said, "The price we paid to become acquainted with God was a privilege to pay, and I am thankful that I was privileged to come in the Martin Handcart Company." Looking back on my time here in Ohio, I realize that my mission was nothing what I had expected it to be. But after all the blood, sweat, and tears, I can honestly say that I am privileged to have served in the Great OCM. I feel privileged to have become more acquainted with Heavenly Father and my Savior, and I am overwhelmed by their love for me. I know the Atonement is real because I have experienced it here in Ohio. I know this is Christ's true Church, and that He is with me every step of the way. He is the one who is carrying me across the finish line. I know I have only been able to finish my mission by His enabling grace.
I love you all, and thank you for supporting me on my mission! I can't wait to see you all soon!
Love,
Sister Petersen